Spaghetti Brained Musings

Yesterday, I got my first ever real hug. Real because....it was REAL. it was a healing hug.  it changed something for me. It's the first time I've ever felt that from someone. Hugs are never really about giving I feel, it's about taking. In my experience anyway. Yesterday I had a healing one. It was amazing. It was effortless. It was natural. It just was. I guess I must've been wide open for anything really though, because when I got in the car I was assaulted by the negative energy in a way I never have been before. And it came to me...I don't want that negativity in my life, near me, near my child. I really truly saw how damaging it is to ME. Sure to the person it is coming from as well, and to my child. But wow...it hit me like a tidal wave. I'm just kind of in awe right now. THAT is where I want to be. THAT is how I want to live. THAT is how _I_ want to feel and to give to other people sometimes too. I feel like I have so many more words in me about it...

My beautiful mum and amazing step dad,  Evie  and  Bear Lynch  have been in hospital for the past week. Mum has been in a coma  with severe cirrhosis of the liver  and Bear has been a mess. It's also been very hard for us, so far away.  She lives in the US so it’s been pretty hard on me, and those that love her who are so far away. While things are looking up, this week is only the beginning, there is still a lot more to come and they are going to need help to pay the medical bills.  By donating money, positive thoughts or kind words you can help my mum on her journey of recovery. Please,  #HelpMyMum  and Bear and spread the word.  http://bit.ly/HelpMyMum #HelpMyMum

Dream of a lady I "met before" who grew seeds and plants and stuff. In my dream, the first time I met her she had just started out and I was on my way to Ireland...and she had given me a handful of different really cool seeds. I showed these to her and she told me they were ok, but she's got much better ones now! Then I woke up.