Doodle

so many goings ons. so much of thunks.

3 books to write them in...and none of them have scribbles.

i am joe's big, giant sigh.

pros and cons, scales and twins....with a giant question mark hovering above all of it.

I'm on the cusp of...something....ebbing and flowing. I think there are too many things trying to be sorted out at the same time.

the desire still stands though...i want to flourish. more than anything i just want to ...fly i guess. freedom.

i want to be able to laugh and show The Bean the world and all its magic. moments of it come at least. need more of it, for both of us. light as a feather.

at least my body isn't such an anchor anymore. already able to move easier. i have energy now...its amazing. the energy doesn't last at home though, this bothers me. but i suppose that is being worked on.

bubblin' and brewin' too many or so many? so many.

more and more glimpses...there's one right now :) yay


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