Yesterday, I got my first ever real hug. Real because....it was REAL. it was a healing hug. it changed something for me. It's the first time I've ever felt that from someone. Hugs are never really about giving I feel, it's about taking. In my experience anyway. Yesterday I had a healing one. It was amazing. It was effortless. It was natural. It just was. I guess I must've been wide open for anything really though, because when I got in the car I was assaulted by the negative energy in a way I never have been before. And it came to me...I don't want that negativity in my life, near me, near my child. I really truly saw how damaging it is to ME. Sure to the person it is coming from as well, and to my child. But wow...it hit me like a tidal wave. I'm just kind of in awe right now. THAT is where I want to be. THAT is how I want to live. THAT is how _I_ want to feel and to give to other people sometimes too. I feel like I have so many more words in me about it...
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